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Peace, Love, and POETRY.

…. November 4, 2009

Filed under: 1 — anavalove @ 3:15 pm

Distracted today. Doing some real soul searching.



Cold November 3, 2009

Filed under: Emotions,Love,P0eTrY — anavalove @ 6:29 pm
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You stole,
My carefree soul.
Now I feel cold–
No frigid.
No longer delicate,
My hands feel rigid.
When you departed,
My heart,
turned cold like ice,
Sadly It paid the price.
Skies No longer sunny.
Now lifeless,
Nothing seems funny.

I feel the cold air escape
Betwixt my voiceless lips.
I feel my fragile life
Slipping away from my grip.
Like a waterfall,
Tears trickle.
Transforming into
Miniature icesicles.

I am cold–
No glacial.
My beauty and charisma
Has become soiled and dull.
I venture on into the abyss.
To find what I have dearly missed.
More caring than daring.
I simply find myself
uncontrollably staring.

It’s glowing,
The love that keeps
My blood flowing.
It’s been so long
Since Ive known the rush
That get from your touch.
your love warms me up.
I was enthralled
When I realized my icebox
Could be thawed.
A kiss of sheer bliss
To wake thee.
Whole again, your love makes me.
What was lost, now found.
What was quiet, now sound.


Schemin’ and Feenin October 26, 2009

Filed under: Emotions,P0eTrY — anavalove @ 8:29 pm
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When I seen him
I was schemin’
Got a devastating need
To be Relieved.
Tryna hide
My heavy,
Dare to Exhale,
I must be dreamin’.
A destined neccesity unveiled
Like a slave,
I Gave
To this tempting sin.
He was so mysterious
And that,
Made me curious.
His ocean like motions
made me delerious.
This man so focused and serious.
My hands
moved so smoothe
Across his body,
Like how the blind read Braille.
His love was off the richter scale.
Nothing dismal like an earthquake.
His love’s like
my favorite milkshake.
He riveted me
With his animalistic
I tried to keep my distance.
Damn it,
It was Dynamic,
My body disbanded
I just couldn’t stand it.
With him I was candid
My heart was the jewel,
And he was the bandit.
I catered
to his arousing behavior.
I Savored his flavor.
I will always treasure,
This man,
A Chocolate pleasure.
He made our moment a
Memorable endevor
His Beautiful brown skin
Clearly Glistens
While I feel the man within.
Cool sighs
Made me cloud nine
I did try,
But when I close
My eyes.
My imagination


Ying to my yang

Filed under: Love,P0eTrY — anavalove @ 8:26 pm
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The Ying to my yang,
Strength through my pain.
Careless to what people may perceive,
You must believe, that You complete me
The man that makes me push up my sleeves and tough it out.
Because what we’re about
Is something more
Like a thing of beauty.
You are true, though most try
but cannot be.
However we will succeed,
Cause we possess everything
A good relationship needs.
What we have is Innocent
and bound to be infinite.
You lift my stressed spirits
And your love is the purest.
There’s no getting away
From the thought of you.
And there’s no simple way
To say
That I love you.
The apple of my eye,
For you I would lie.
And for you my love I would die,
As long as you promise to
Forever stand by my side



Filed under: Emotions,P0eTrY — anavalove @ 6:23 pm
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I love you,
But I won’t cry,
Not anymore.
I just tend have a glazed
Look in my eye.
need the TRUTH
From you.
you see,
need to know
I am the girl
for you.
So when you smile
ten teeth wide
And tell me
A beautiful LIE
I can’t decide
Whether if I
want to know
The truth
Or just have faith
And just let it BE.
But I’m too paranoid
So let’s see.
It’s sitting there…
stalking me…
The TRUTH wants to talk
To ME.
Like an unwanted call
I look the other way
But I KNOW you dropped the ball.
wants to become my friend today,
Since we’ve never been aquianted before.
And oh my
There it is on the floor,
Something you never leave,
The very thing
adore so much.
Perhaps more than me.
I’d be wrong to touch
That guilt does not phase me now.
Decisions, decisions
This sensation burns at my fingertips
At the thought of the gist
The TRUTH and I
Have a tryst.
The glow reflects through my narrow
But focused vision.
I began
To sip from the vile
Of deceit,
Only to find
All These
Photos of
Who are not me.
Dressed to impress
in the very thing
They were born in.
I knew,
I saw three
Little letters between
your eyes
That night.
How could you deceive me?
Why would you commit
For no legitimate
Agaisnst me,
Your African Queen.
I mean,
I could only dream
I Am not
Women enough?
Has your lust
What we share
Between us?
It seems you have
Became so comfortable
It has made you ill.
That your love is my only will.
My emotions,
I spilled.
Although you kept
yours from me still.
Like a fool, I believed.
And like a tool, you decieved.
My rock, on which I relied.
My love was real,
while yours was a lie.


One Of Kind

Filed under: Emotions,P0eTrY — anavalove @ 5:38 pm
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Since the day
I found out her name;
I too,
wanted to play the game.
love became a fable.
Guess I was little more incompetent
And a little less able,
To keep
happy and fufilled.
Our life of love
Has shifted downhill.
Sensation fades,
While I’ve been played
My heart’s scorned
Like a forest ablaze.
Things change,
I am
Estranged and ashamed.
Thinking simply I was to blame.
This Fluke
Has got me feeling
Having a little less than a clue
You insisted I splurge
Clearly oblivious
As to why
were so persistent.
Only to find you were
On the verge
Of finding a new bird
To satisfy your
Less than ravishing urge.
Why was I so hell bent,
That you were heaven sent?
So respectful and endearing.
Never sneering
I just couldn’t fathom
your departure
Rest assure
I can NEVER be cured.
I refrained
From displaying
My pain.
I am Numb
at what I’ve become.
Twisted thoughts,
Emotions lost
How can I live,
With these profain thoughts?
I demand your love at ALL costs
If I cannot be your first and only
Well then,


Niether can she.


Letter to my Boyfriend

Filed under: Love,P0eTrY — anavalove @ 5:33 pm
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To my beau,
Whom I love so.
Rise and fall,
We overcome these things
I call our faults,
And surpass them all.
I must confess,
That you are the best,
And I can’t figure out
How you finessed
Your way into my heart.
And now it hurts to be apart.
and as long as I breathe
I will not settle
for anything less.
I think
It’s cute how your
and how
Everyone says
I talk about
all the time.
To say that I “like” you
would be amazingly false.
In your eyes I’m forever lost.
Continually chastised by those
Who remain irrelevant
And incredibly insignificant.
You are the spice
in my listless life.
And I believe
With vast amout of certainty
We can achieve
A prominent life together.
In my eyes you’ve already won
Because in this life for me
There’s only one.